yamanai ame da neeee

after working at cpf,
Monday, April 21, 2008

it occured to me that i never want to be poor.
oh well. is that a childish way of thinking?
what happened to 'follow your passion', 'chase your dreams'? haha life happened, thats what.

somehow saying politically right things seem to me as smth only ppl in politics wld have to do.
HAHA ok thats dumb, of course its not. i say it everyday to protect the government.

its true that not all rich people are happy, but all poor people are unhappy.
seriously. are they not?
no money=no freedom.
and freedom is still smth that is secondary to life.
no food, no roof, no water, no family, no future... that sucks. how can you have (or not have haha) all that and be happy? it doesn't seem possible to me........ money is essential in life.
though that is something some people can afford to learn later then others(like me haha), and also smth some people will never have to learn or worry about.
acknowledging and learning is like two completely different things. i know but i didnt learn,
does that make any sense? ahah.. yah. nvm.
i look at my parents, and i think to myself. that they have learned this too soon.
ahhhh well.

ANYWAYSSS smth embarassing between jen and i just happened, haha oh man.
ok yah and i went back to sn today and had truckloads of funnnnnnnnnnn :))
i love the relief teachers. we sat and talked. talk talk talk, till it was closing 5...
naturally i laughed like hell when we talked abt li lao shi and how she hated me.. haha and then after that winnie and i went to the library to borrow jap stuff..
AND GUESS WHO WE SAW.
LI LAO SHI IN HER GOOD OLE TURTLENECK. JAJAJAHAHAHAHdjkbgksd
HAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHA.
ok la give her some credit, she didn't look much older compared to last time.
but still. oh my shit. i was laughing and laughing, HAHAH its just hilarious.
heh heh. she is still the same.

oh yeah, before going to sn,
i went to suntan......... ohhhhhhhhh i feel blacker now.
what a happy day.

11:32 PM